Sunday, October 28, 2007

'Culture' Shocked..

Hello guys. As many of you’ve known, I got out from NYP earlier this year. Then I head straight to the working force. That’s when my life changes.

To cut the story short, I started working mid May, work, work, work, what more, SHIFT work. It’s no funny business. It’s tough for me, especially for a job starter I guess. But no doubt, I love my job. Love it too much, that sometimes I dedicated all of my energy to the job. It’s not healthy people. I started to miss out my language classes, my family gatherings, friends’ outing, and not forgetting, I neglected going out with ‘you-know-who’. And yes, if you could see, I’ve not blog for quite a long bit.

All that was said, it came to mind, maybe a mini self-reflection.

Commitments and Responsibilities
It exists to us since we don’t know when. It is our guidance to survival, unconsciously. Even as toddlers, since day one in this world, no doubt, we’re born with such duties. As babies, we cried, it was by nature, to get food, to grow, to live! (It may be crazy of me to even think this way, but it is like 5am++. So excuse my nonsense.)

Okie, I am feeling a little poetic now…. Here goes nothing…

Cry to Survive
Sleepless night, the glaring day
Magical moments to the sad dismay
Feeling joy with twirls of pain
Feeling toiled, weakness I shall feign

Down on luck, spirit’s down
Turn around, them, I found
There’s no shame of dazing tears
It’s no game, life, I will not sear.


No idea what got into me, but I hope you guys like that anyways, maybe give me some feedbacks, or not? Hehe!! I wanted to blog so much of what was up. Just couldn’t, life is a little confusing for me now. Give me time, I’ll adjust, and write more.

For the meantime, whoever is reading, you may suggest on what I should write on. Maybe about my hair, my Hari Raya preparations, my financial plans, or my dreams and ambition! So much to write. No inspiration. So bring me the inspiration guys!! Till then, I love you all…

Thursday, October 25, 2007

Bored at work,... 5++am.. grr...

Here it is..




Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover



You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.

And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.

You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.

It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.


This one can believe..

Your Mexican Name Is...

Doña Encarnacion





Your Hippie Chick Name Is:



Rainbow




Your Makeup Look Is

Pale Lips with Big Eyes
A little classic, a little retro - you look fantastic in this high fashion look.


You Should Wear Black Lipstick

Confident, dramatic, and unexpected.

Your look: Gothic beauty

Your signature lip gloss flavor: Ginger


Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control.
You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.

Grrr... but I love my current pink..

You are a Mild Mama

You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time
You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is
Guys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach...
(Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!)


Your Italian Name Is...

Bambalina Mancini


Your Love Style is Ludus

You like to think of love as the ultimate game
And you love to play... even if it means lying a little
You're a bit afraid to be close, and you don't get too attached
A serial dater, you tend to date a few people at once
And it's all good, until one of your sweeties finds out!

Ermz,... not true!!

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music...
And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label.
You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success.
You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

Alright!!

Your Dating Purity Score: 81%

You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!

Uh huh?

Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride

"Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind."

For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one.
You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun.

Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky

Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic

*gulpz*

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.
You probably have had a couple significant loves.
And you may have even had your heart broken.
But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.

Independence:

Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.
quite helpful huh?

Your Personality Profile

You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.
Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.
You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.

You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.
You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.
Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.

True huh?

You're Confident...Sometimes

You can seem confident when the occasion calls for it
But inside you may be experiencing a bit of self doubt
A little more inner confidence could take you far...
And convince others that you're as confident as you try to seem


Okie.. That's all for now.. *smilez*